is it moving on?
or is it deflecting?
distracting?
and attaching
onto someone new.
or old.
is it moving on?
or is it ignoring?
burying?
so i don’t have to feel the gnawing
pain in my chest.
have i got tired of feeling upset?
or is it resilience?
have i become immune?
to the chronic emptiness?
have i just latched onto someone else as a coping mechanism, because it’s better to be wanted by someone,
than wanted by no one?
it’s not even been 4 months yet.
was last night too much?
did i take it too far?
what was i doing? what did i think i’d achieve?
patching over my fresh pink scars?
it’s done now.
moving on.
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